New beginnings ~

Here I am in Charlotte, a new place. 

I lived in Atlanta my whole life. I took a leap of faith a few months ago because I needed to get out of the town I grew up in. I needed a change. I also believe in a guy who happened to be transferred here for a job. 

People were very excited for me when I decided to leave Atlanta (and so was I). New things are hard, though. Moving is hard. Moving in with someone is hard. But it’s part of life and finding yourself (insert annoying, cliche Instagram quote here). And let me tell you the first couple of days were really weird. I could barely fall asleep because of the thoughts that were streaming through my brain. What if I don’t make a good roommate? What if I hate it here? What if I burn down the apartment? You name it, I thought it. 

But with each day, I realize that everyone goes through the same things in life. Maybe not in the same order, but we all make sacrifices. We all make changes. It’s scary because I’m super independent and moving somewhere for a guy was something I never saw in my future. But, when you have something or someone important enough, happiness will outweigh the worry and faith will outweigh the doubt. Things like this take time -- thank God for friends and family to help you get through the rough patches...I’m laughing as I write this because I am painting this as awful and depressing, but it’s been pretty great. I’ve had my days; I started crying the other night because I made us miss our free 20-minute facials provided by our apartment complex. Cried. In the closet. 

Things are happening. I’m feeling a mixture of emotions that I can’t quite explain, but I am feeling them out and managing to love life. I know this was the right decision and I think that is where a lot of people get stuck sometimes. Often we question our judgment and whether we made the right choice. We made it for a reason and have to trust ourselves.

I decided to start this blog and share my experiences, style, and everything else I like. I can be weird, moody, and a goofball complete with funny stories; I hope you’ll find something to relate to in this space. Or maybe just laugh a little. Either way, I’ll be glad you joined. And I’m excited to see where it takes me! I hope you’ll stick around and share my journey with me.

XOXO.